I am rather disappointed in this whole mess. here i am trying to help all of you find what this site is all about. i can tell you that E=MC2...but it doesn't mean jack diddley unless you know how to get there.
opinions are irrelavent to me. i have no material attachment to anything. my truck is just a big hunk of metal. my classic cars are just iron and steel. the money in the bank is not relavent to anything in my life. when i die...and whenever that is, i cannot take anything material to the next plane of existance, which for me is in heaven, in the presence of God.
I realized early on in life that there was a need. the need is driven out of a discomfort in life. i then decided to learn everything i could as afast as i could to see what i could do to help make the comfort level of EVERYBODY who is unfortunately STUCK here on this rock called EARTH.
i don't have to do much of anything. HOWEVER, my life is mostly full of helping people. i'll spend all night rebuilding an angine for someone so that they can go to work and feed their family. I'll rebuild a transmission so that somebody can go home to family, because they have lost everything, but not a friend. I have done everything in my personal power to help...and i found that it's not enough. my partners in THE business i'm in, are like 2 LARGE ANCHORS TIED AROUND MY NECK. they have a 1 word vocabulary "NO". they seem to have forgotten that absolute power corrupts absolutely. so in that instance, i excersized my authority. i hold 40,000,000 SHARES OF COMMON (VOTING) STOCK. the other 2 hold the other 30,000,000 SHARES OF COMMON (VOTING) STOCK. so i outweigh the board, i am PRESIDENT OF THE BOARD, and i OWN the company. i have never excersized my authority till recently. they have run the show, and run the show into the ground. well i excersized my authority, and made everything they ever did in my business WORTHLESS. the company still exists, but has nothing to exist on. no technology, NOTHING. WORTHLESS.
I was suffering from a condition i call "the caged buttterfly" caged butterfly in the closet DIES. i will not succumb to that. so i basically excersized the FACT that i held shares OVER THE 50% mark and they could all vote against me, and i still outvote the whole bunch of them.
yeah i cost me. everything. but that doesn't matter. truth is...i am currently HOMELESS!!! but i am happier now than i have been in a long time. I'm free of all restraints, i am no longer "tied to an anchor" (or 2 dozen for that matter)
my wife and i are on what we call a "road trip" we are living INSIDE my 4 door truck. sure we'll find a place before snow...if not, we offload a bunch of stuff, get the spare tires and rims, put her Thunderbird on the hauler, and pack down the highway south.
point is i don't give a damn about material posessions. me and my wife are happy, we are together, and stuff is just stuff and we can't take it with us.
now for the hatred found in life i say this:
"a broken spirit drys the bones."
what are the components of your bones? ok you have the outside and such...what about inside...soft and juicy right....called MARROW. what does marrow do? it controls your blood....more specifically the autonomics of YOUR IMMUNE SYSTEM. so hatred, broken heart, sad sprit...such forth...is not changed will eventually rot you away from the inside like a parasite...leading to a non-existant, or worthless immune system. simple stuff like that can keep you healthy or can make you sick for long periods of time.
remember that if we do not forgive our debtors, our debts will never be forgiven. KARMA right? comes around goes around. bring it on yourself if you want. i want to help anybody who is willing to help themselves.
in case most of you have not realized this...those in "POWER" want us people on the bottom fighting. if we are constantly bickering over petty shit like racism ethnicity, and gas prices, we will never come together in a "common" goal to end problems like poverty, like the energy crisis, like pollution.
here's an exampe EVERYBODY CAN DO:
go get a stick that is about 1 foot long and thick as your index finger.
ok got it?
BREAK THAT STICK IN HALF!
easy eh?
now get 10 of those sticks.
put them all together. try to break them ALL at the same time.
gee, not so easy now is it?
stand together, quit your fighting, and find some common ground. work together, and most of all STAND TOGETHER. if you want it to work then be willing to let go of petty differences, this is truely the only way to get done what needs to happen to make this world a better place for ALL HUMANS, not just whites, not just blacks, not just mexicans, asians, chinese, pacific islanders, natives or otherwise any particular group. cross the boundary of petty difference, and reach out...show some trust, and you will get the same in return.
i was brought up in a severly racist household. i am white. heinz 57 breed. i met a man a good while back. he had knowledge to share and i wanted to learn. this man ended up being not only my best friend, but he ended up being the best man at my wedding, and despite the crap my family says about him (of which none or 0.00% is true) he has a heart of gold. he owns a shop, and works from 9:00 AM to 6:00 PM on regular work. from 6:00 PM to 3:00 AM he works on "needy" people's cars so that they can survive. his skin color is "black" and i don't give a damn what anybody's skin color is, where they came from or what they have been through in life. we all have problems, and we all have something to contribute to life. nobody is "worthless" nobody is "stupid" and nobody has any right to insult anybody else (in my personal opinion).
so:
a broken spirit drys the bones.
and
the power of life and death are in the tongue.
so insulting somebody all the time will break them constantly, and they DIE. spiritually then physically.
so complimenting, encouraging, and helping and promoting postive outlook will in turn bring good health to the person in question.
keep in mind that "comes around goes around" theory...because the more mud you throw at people...the more mud will be thrown at you; likewise the more help you do for people...wehn you need help, you have someone to call on.
so all i am really saying is to stop fighting, remove your craniums from your rectums, and look around at what's really going on. ask yourself is you're helping or hurting?
by the way...just because i am homeless by definitions of the state and feds...doesn't mean squat. i am hopefully starting over, but with more wisdom than last time.
remember this:
"Good judgement comes from experience,
Experience comes from bad judgement"
AlaskaStar